Tuesday, January 29, 2008
This post shall have a lot of effs cuz i feel so effing pissed today.On the way to that effing OBS today. Don ask why cuz it's too complicated to explain. So ya went with the badminton girls and huiquan. 9 of us altogether. Left school at around 9am in Mr Tong's and Mr Lee's cars, so obviously the group was split up. Reached the jetty at 9.15am, but the effing boat was so effing late everyone was losing their patience. Eventually the boat arrived at about 9.40am. I felt really excited at that time cuz i missed all my friends.
Who knew when we reached that effed up island i had to wait outside the effing medical centre to wait for a final say on whether i could go for that effing course. Huiquan was there too but he was in the clear and i was not... She effing made it sound as if i was very pitiful and then brought me to wait outside this effed up office for the 11am ferry while she went to settle some admin stuff. I felt effing mad cuz i have been waiting for this day and in the end, i still cant go for it. And if they wanted to tell me that i could not go, did they have to do it when i have already packed my bag and was there all ready for anything? No right! They could have just called me to tell me that. This effing trip there wasted my effing time.
I also kept telling them that i could participate because i have already fully recovered, but they still said that i could not. Like hello? Who's body issit? Mine or yours? I effing swear i could just slam that woman in her effing **** for saying that. They think im not sensible enough, and that i would stress myself and end up falling even more ill. Im not that dumb. I know my own limits to not stress my body till the end. They should not think im effing 5 years old just because of my height. In the end, i just went home effingly dejected in this other effing ferry.
Other stuff that happened i shall not mention cuz its effing stupid. And if anyone*especially fengye* dares to rub into my face about the effing fun times you had at camp, i swear i will use my effing foot to kick your effing **** till you turn black in the face.